December 29, 2014 by barbarakonery
Christmas and coming new year make us always a bit contemplative.
Same is happening to me right now.
I’m actually a bit afraid. Last year was kind of difficult for me. I’m a home-staying(not by choice), married-single mother living in foreign country. Dividing my time between my 3 children, chores, improving my English (as it’s not my mother language), improving Danish (as I’m living in Denmark), looking for a job (not so easy, as my physical state is not good enough for physical job), improving my typing skills, reading and now writing a blog. As I put my own whims and needs on a very last place I’m doing learning and improving myself stuff until after my children go to sleep and until I’m sure all my chores are done, I’m leaving with 3-4 hours of sleep and signs of keyboard on my face as I fall asleep on it.
But in the end I always feel not completely fulfilled. There’s always a feeling of something missing.
So I’m making plans for new year 2015. Which actually includes all I do right now and trying to find something special. A goal to reach. Being a better mom, being a better writer etc. Being more supportive financially if my karma, which by the way has a freaky sense of humour, will let me do what I wish to do.
I’m not whining, don’t get me wrong. I’m grateful for what I have. I’m just thinking, a lot, and sharing my thoughts with you.
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